c0mments! Been thinking and thinking, i just cant seems to know what i wan now.. Working not because want to earn money? But actually wish to work until night and go to sleep, and start a new day and work again... Really quite no life but really nothing for me to do now... Playing basketball just to kill time and now really no point anyway... Now living each day for the sake of living seems such a misery, why is there always a point in life that you are so bored of life, and life is really so boring... I really just hope to start work and dun think of anything else... Just because last time too stress about relationship, friends, studies and so many other unimportant things, which made my white hair getting more and more, i rather just concentrate on one thing which is work and just stop thinking of anything else... I now really seems like a drifter and following the crowd with no goals in mind and really dunno what is the next step of life... Really hope to get a stead which can really care for one another but i know, with the looks and knowledge, find one is already counted as a lucky thing, whatever will comes eventually will comes so no use thinking about it... Sometimes you will be so moody and just lie on bed and do nothing... Or rather really just sleep and never wake up... I dunno, it is just so self-contradicting which just hope all of my friends are just happy with what they are now ba... I will try my best to make everyone happy and been thinking of the past, the fun moments we have, it seems it was just like yesterday and could not find back those nice and genuine smile.... Now, everything just go in a flash and no use thinking about it... Will just go on with the life until find the next goal i going to achieve.... It will just be another deadly and moody night.........