pooh's life

2012-01-30T00:35:00.003+08:00

There is just too many things on my mind, just have to write it here.. Ya, ur dad ask u abt me u dunno what to say, u think my mum nvr ask me?? She asked me too but I could only just keep quiet, u r nt the only one who is sad... I also just beer to drown my sorrows, I am a guy, I just have to keep things in my heart, I could only drink and smoke, u r the one who say friend could be btr ba, and leave it to fate so ya, that's the only thing to do now... Maybe all ur friends or whoever think I heartless, think I jerk ba, I can't say anything, I just Xgrid only va, maybe I am just the bad guy here who broke ur heart and I am coldblooded, u r nt the only one who need to get over it too, nobody will knows how I feel, u can write on twitter, but me, I could only choose to write it here...

2011-12-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i know we does not really want quarrel, but each just dont let one step.. I also dunno why but just got a feeling that this wont last long ba... Small thing really became major thing like that but think of it, it is no point at all, sometimes i really just dunno, just hope time will tell everything ba

2011-12-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

It's time to work hard for ut2 and 3, have been too slack le holiday must study also can't slack nw

2011-11-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

everytime i just wan talk more with u but guess is impossible.. Whats the use when ur body here but mind, brain all are nt there, ask u one question which i really dunno and need make until so harsh and fierce for wad... Nvm bah, sua things go as usual, but i should just do things on my own and just stop troubling people.......

2011-11-09T12:26:00.000+08:00

i just a stupid person which needed more time for maths as i am a slow learner. Guess i will go back and practise more ba.......

2011-11-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes its just out of concern to say u gt a job, why must u also say i have, i also not boasting or wad, whats wrong with u.. Forget about it, i just dunno what to or how to console or u or just dunno what u are thinking, just silence all the way ba, i have nothing to say and guess it goes to u too

2011-11-01T19:10:00.001+08:00

I really feel tired at some point of time, what's the use of working so hard, trying to please others, but guess this is life, just need to accept the way how it is....

2011-10-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Guess I also can't find u share with my troubles anymore ba, u also gt ur own troubles ba and u seems so tired and we barely even talk for like 10 mins on the phone, so forget it ba, I just have to write it out so that I won't feel so bottled up, so ya, which is I will be gng interview Tmr, if I heng get the job, I will not study on weekend and results will drop which I do not want it to happen, I just have to sacrifice my sleep from today onwards, I just have to manage my time well by studying after school or maybe at night and today probably the last earliest night I would sleep if I get my job, just hate my poor life nw, I just have to cope and accept it, no pain no gain, I just have to tolerate this kind of life until this sem is over, just hope I won't cOllapse during this period.....

2011-10-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

i nt blaming you or wad, its just that we just dun understand each other well, blame no one except myself........

2011-10-19T20:25:00.001+08:00

It does not matter how i feel, as long as everyone happy, it is best to keep within one self

2011-10-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

I wanted to meet you but after a long day, u also tired le, so wad u wan me to do? Still ask u come meet me... Thats the result i wanted which is you can go out with friends and ya like that is better, like morning u meet me or wad then after school u can meet ur friends then maybe sometimes then meet me, like that okay le:)

2011-10-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just know that u r so busy and i dun wan to disturb u at all....

2011-10-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

Just nothing to do and blogging now, sometimes people can multi-task but i know you cant yet u sometimes insist u can, i just have nothing to say, it is like so obvious as u took a longer time to reply than usual....... I seriously nothing to do thats why i blog..........

2011-10-14T13:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i just hate myself to be a deep thinker, so that i wont have so many troubles and so miserable

2011-10-14T13:05:00.001+08:00

Living in such misery, whats my goal of life, why i just not myself.. I just want to be myself, dun need act just to blend in the crowd, i am so tired already, just so fucked up with my life................

2011-10-14T12:59:00.002+08:00

Guess only can write down my thoughts and feelings here ba.... Just seems to socialize well with friend but deep inside, when going back class, is back to the emo and quiet self again. Living each day as it should be, try to blend in crowd but it is just not my real self, i just so sick and tired of school, sick and tired of life everything. Just want to sit down somewhere later to just smoke and forget everything, i know consequences are heavy but cant think of any way to destress, i am really tired, tired of life, people, everything. Maybe just go somewhere when really is alone and dont think of anything, which for me, this is the best thing of life, no worries, no troubles, and can finally have peace..............................

2011-05-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

stupid kelvin, dun wan answer my cal, say wan sell me, but nvm actuallty its smth good, without seeing him, nobody help me buy then i wont smokr anymore and this time i mean it, not just anyhow say only, i will try my best. Jy jerry

2011-04-25T20:57:00.001+08:00

A long time nvr update blog, been controlling not to smoke recently nt bad le ba, nt more than 2 sticks per day.. Anyway life is kind of boring in republic poly haix very sianx nth much update also

2011-04-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Long time no update le anyway ya life not so good these days, stamina due to smoking have really gone down a lot, cam someone pls accompany me go stadium run? It's very hard to quit smoking without anybody supporting so ya guess that are just excuses ba, I just dun have the willpower

2011-03-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

Nt been blogging much since theres really nth much to blog about ba... Anyway, as for today, 11 plus wake up, and bathe go work, quite slack, just hold the mascot head can le, quite fun also haha and slack, then today only have 5 sticks not bad le haha

2011-03-05T22:38:00.001+08:00

Its just getting more and more, wish to put an end to it, but sadly been trying very hard i think... 7 sticks for today and tmr dunno will how many... Just wish somebody could really stop me from doing it

2011-03-05T09:03:00.000+08:00

nothing much to update about, only realised so hard to quit smoking...

2011-03-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

Although sometimes still misses those moments with you, but i know its over, and u found yourself a good guy, i give u and mr panda my blessings and congrats on one month haha, same to u mr andy, happy one month too:) HOPE YOU ALL LAST LONG!!!:D

2011-03-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

Life is full of complicated things haha, half a box gone today again, should really cut down le, all my money earn are all going down the drain, haix... Sometimes,u just yearn for somebody love and care, after so many things u have gone through, u will know cherish the things now.. Those fun moments with friends, those laughter.. Come to think of it, time flies fast, all are going different poly and i believe wont have any more contact anymore... Maybe thats just life ba, seeing friends with complicating love life and tried to give them some advice as well.... Haha although ownself have those so called fail relationships, but indeed i learn a lot of things, how to see things from other perspective, sometimes dun judge a book by its cover, some people have deeper secrets and basically, life is not that simple... By looking at the past, u will try nt to repeat your mistakes you made and get on with your life, cherish what you have now and just be contented with what you have now is the thing ba.. Your friends and family.... To me, although relationships seem important but friendship is more important, relationship is just like seeing others holding hands together and u just dun wan to feel left out... Or maybe the so called feeling ba... I have that feeling too but it is all in the past, now it is the plain me, no life, no relationship, just getting ready to start adresh in the new environment and hope to know more new friends and never forget old ones too:)

2011-02-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

What the fuck la, intro ppl job still nid like beg like a dog to ask u come, wtf la... 1st time still nvm, this is alr the second time, sorry aven, is i dunno how express nyself just now, just damn du lan... Give ppl job,still need beg him to come... I treat u as my friend then i like this, if is others, i ask them to fuck off already.... I never expect u are this kind of person, tell other ppl u wan the job, in the end back out, thx a lot... Really thanks

2011-02-27T19:14:00.002+08:00

Never been blogging cos ytd went to chalet. Haha overall quite fun ba, i aven, brandon and mr c were drinking beer and eating instant noodles. Then a stick and a stick was lighted and smoke around 9 sticks ba.. Then today before check out, one last stick. Then went home sleep, 6 plus wake up, then went to buy dinner for grandma then back blogging now. Come to think of it, i havent play basketball for quite afew days le

2011-02-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Heng today only 5 sticks, lucky still can control:)

2011-02-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

Do i really quit le but ytd go m last time job dinner at paragon, the person offer me but i never refused and just smoke only one stick, should i continue again??

2011-02-21T23:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes people are really so guai lan and yeah, start to post starting from today ba, went to gym with some friends then after that go fork and spoon and eat... Went back home to sleep after that then that stupid old bird call me then go his hse lepak then smoke 2 sticks before aven came, then talk talk and 5 more sticks gone.... After that go have a plate of chicken rich haha then go south cc play basketball then saw the mr panda and miss fish then nvr go talk to them cos smoking then after a while, went to blk9 play basketball haha thrash the 3 guys muahahhahahaha, that francis is guai lan but haix nvm ba, ong ago kan kai le, xiang tong le, after that went home going to bathe and have my sleep:)

2011-02-20T22:40:00.001+08:00

Guess is really smoke too much le, must really stop le... Cant take it anymore

2011-02-20T10:59:00.002+08:00

Forget to update blog yesterday, quite ok, just a few sticks only. lucky nt whole packet, accompanied with two cans of chrysanthumum tea and went back home and watch tv... I think today will be finishing the rest of the sticks ba:)

2011-02-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

Memories are just the past of life... Never regret things which are lost, just cherish things which you have now.. Those moments of life with friends are really so great... As long as everyone are happy, i am happy too:p Anyway, although u are now with her le, but just now play basketball with u, i still know we still can be friends ma.. Dun need feel shy abt it, mr panda :D hahaha, i will just treasure every moment of life now and nt forget maybe go lepak smoke sometimes:)

2011-02-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

Wa today nvr smoke again yeah haha have i really quit leO.o

2011-02-17T22:06:00.001+08:00

today went to eat kfc with friends then after that went home, bathe and fell asleep until 5 plus, go eat again then find aven lepak at roof garden.. 8 brandon came then talk a while then 9 go cc eat until now then back home blogging.. Nt bad, today nvr smoke at all...

2011-02-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

today 7 sticks... Wtf, and now no more le... I should control myself nt to buy anymore!!!

2011-02-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

today only 2 sticks, must control!!! Must perservere

2011-02-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

today valietine day haix starting of the day go work until 5 plus then have meal at kfc with daniel and brandon, after that go sky garden lepak... Before jarrett came, smoke le 4 sticks haix, then jarrett came go west cc eat again then go west cc book court then now bak hm blogging... Saw them and haix nth to say, just dun wish to see them, nt still have feelings with them, is just simply dun wan remind me of anything,I give them my blessings:) and lastly JERRY, its time to stop smoking, u know its harmful to your body, but y u go buy another one!!! This must be the last packet, can anyone stop me from buying please!!!

2011-02-13T23:33:00.001+08:00

Memories gone away just like the thing whhich fell down few days ago... Haix anyway tmr is valetine day, i also have my plans.. Tmr 9 go work until maybe 5 plus then around 6 plus reach toa payoh, call lao jiao ask me buy beer, then i take away kfc, after that go to my emoing place roof garden, smoke, drink beer, buy some drinks and eat my dinner there, maybe stay until around 10 plus then go home sleep and it is the start of working day again:)

2011-02-12T11:58:00.001+08:00

My body really cant take it, am i really doing harm to my own body?? This cough seems getting worse and worse ever since i keep doing it...

2011-02-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

Really paid a heavy price, now stamina drop until very low, hand fracture and yet,even have a bad cough now, head giddy, slight fever.. What is happening??

2011-02-08T23:01:00.001+08:00

Sianx one more packet finish le, how should i stop this stupid addiction... Life sux

2011-02-07T22:06:00.001+08:00

Today quite ok ba, go to bishan and take a walk, play arcade and just went back home.. Sometimes seeing the person happy makes u feel relieved and happy too... Its good to move on:)

2011-02-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

oh u and panda stead le ahx? Wish u and him last long bahx:)

2011-02-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

Now, hated myself to be addicted to that kind of thing... But what can i do, fk man, i just yearn for it now almost everyday, how can i stop it... Can anyone help me??

2011-02-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

It is finally chinese year le, but why do i feel like i have gain something and lose something??

2011-01-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

No more le, continue or quit??

2011-01-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

Am i addicted now or wad haix... Wish to stop soon ba... Anyway today work still as boring as usual and find this from somewhere, although things are meannt not to say out and things are really getting from bad to worse, unless you express it out or say to the person, otherwise he/she will forever dunno what is going on in the other person mind.... Provided if the person want to salvage the situation...

2011-01-24T21:38:00.001+08:00

Just do what u are told to do and time indeed pass very fast... Many changes occures within my inner self, think of the times back, i really is so childish way back then.... Now, must learn to let go when things does nt belong to u and just give it ur best shot in whatever thing you do.. Lastly, i will change my thinking to a more mature kind of thinking and nt so immature like last time... My principle of life, do things and nt for benefits or what thing, do it cos of ur own kind heart and nt for money or anything else, as long as everyone is happy, i willing to be the one being the one suffering or bad guy.

2011-01-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

haix now life seems so meaningless ha ha dunno what to blog also anyway the working place uncle tell me i dunno how tahlek but actually is i dun wan, cos i still nt legal age yet, dun wan get addicted haix just too stress everyday.......... Dun even know what i stress abt ha ha

2011-01-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

It is so tiring at work but at least can kill time and stop thinking... I still rmb i was so happy when u sms me ha ha

2011-01-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

Finally can avoid looking at u just now at there.. But ur appearance just seems to make me moodless haix nvm this should be the last time i will be seeing u...

2011-01-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

Long time nvr update blog le so just be back here to update ba... Been working for two days and it just sux, got washing all that crap but nvm just want kill time and hope time will pass quickly...............

2011-01-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Why everytime after onestick, will be so tired and hope for annother haix....

2011-01-07T00:13:00.001+08:00

tmr shall have a puff again to make myself stop thinking about those memories... I will do my very best, hate always being the good guys, bad guy rox!!!

2011-01-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

filled with apprehension... This is the last post.... This is my place of reflection... I will be the bad guy, good guy ended up being the one suffering and always ended up with a sad ending....

2011-01-05T19:46:00.001+08:00

went up the highest floor of my block and have a puff... Now stomachache sianx...

2011-01-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

guess everything is fated, maybe we just no fate to be tgt ba... Hope u and ur kor always stay happy:)

2011-01-01T16:29:00.001+08:00

All i want is to just be with u...

2010-12-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Kor kor, cried in front of him, becoming to like him? I really dunno, how u think or feel, i just stop guessing le, find u or message u, after that incident, phobia.... Dunno what to do....... Is this going to end just like that? Dun wish to but have to..... Wtf is this..............

2010-12-07T16:36:00.003+08:00

Haix just now saw you and we just pretend nvr see each other just like friends, no i think more like strangers... Once, we were actually a item or even it is now, but it is just so strange... Haix nth to say and really nothing to say anymore............

2010-12-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

Nothing to blog actually, quite boring these few days... Today just have a heavy meal today, dunno why, the appetite just come and my money are gone in a flash... Haix nth interesting happen and actually so sick of basketball but from 9th to 24th i nt going to touch basketball yeah, thats a good thing ba.... Haix life is so bored without care and concern...

2010-11-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Work for the third day as waiter le... Pay only 5.50 sianx haix one week still have to work for days so tiring, 5 plus must wake up haix... Dunno when can see you again, after i think 17 dec u working le then cant see u? Wanted to ask you for patch when at our secret place that time, but haix sometimes i just hope that i have the courage, have that brave thought to ask you......

2010-11-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

Does messaging means you like the person... It is so strange, cant opposite sex be just friends and other ppl dun just anyhow think..... Some are just so childish, if really message her will cause so much trouble, then really dun reply at all nvm ba, take it that i dun have the chance or luck to be your friend ba.... I will stop go be a troublemaker and go spoil your life, you have fun ba...........

2010-11-18T00:48:00.002+08:00

Been thinking and thinking, i just cant seems to know what i wan now.. Working not because want to earn money? But actually wish to work until night and go to sleep, and start a new day and work again... Really quite no life but really nothing for me to do now... Playing basketball just to kill time and now really no point anyway... Now living each day for the sake of living seems such a misery, why is there always a point in life that you are so bored of life, and life is really so boring... I really just hope to start work and dun think of anything else... Just because last time too stress about relationship, friends, studies and so many other unimportant things, which made my white hair getting more and more, i rather just concentrate on one thing which is work and just stop thinking of anything else... I now really seems like a drifter and following the crowd with no goals in mind and really dunno what is the next step of life... Really hope to get a stead which can really care for one another but i know, with the looks and knowledge, find one is already counted as a lucky thing, whatever will comes eventually will comes so no use thinking about it... Sometimes you will be so moody and just lie on bed and do nothing... Or rather really just sleep and never wake up... I dunno, it is just so self-contradicting which just hope all of my friends are just happy with what they are now ba... I will try my best to make everyone happy and been thinking of the past, the fun moments we have, it seems it was just like yesterday and could not find back those nice and genuine smile.... Now, everything just go in a flash and no use thinking about it... Will just go on with the life until find the next goal i going to achieve.... It will just be another deadly and moody night.........

2010-11-18T00:15:00.002+08:00

Its strange, have the feeling everything is really over le.... Can say i will be a zombie from now on, working five days per week will made me want to be liveless but better than being bored ba..... Guess that nothing really matters now, tmr will be my last fun day and work going to start soon woohoo:)

2010-11-13T22:57:00.001+08:00

Feels so tired.... Should i quit basketball and just concentrate on working... But now currently jobless, haix maybe just stay at home rot ba.........

2010-11-13T02:37:00.001+08:00

Its 2.40 now, but yet i still cant sleep... Been thinking of you, but as i say what can i do? Although i knew its impossible le, that last glimpse of hope was gone and now, we even hardly ever talk le.... Guess O level is over, everything is over le ba, wonder when can we go out together, guess it wont happen ba.... What done is done....

2010-11-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

Nothing changes.... It still remains the same..

2010-11-10T11:13:00.000+08:00

It had been quite sometime since i blog... Nth to write ba.. Past few days, just play basketball.. And after Os, hardly have time to play le, going to work after Os soon... Hope by going to work, would make me forget all the unhappiness... Maybe this is how life works, there will always be a person being close to you but after sometime, when a part of life is ending soon, eventually everything changes... Hardly have any communication ever since just like when i was primary school that time, have a close friend but now see him, and just walk past like strangers.. As for relationship, there is nothing as a perfect partner. Everything is just a compromise... Looking at people relationship really reflect on last time how i treated relationship... But no use regretting, only could cherish what you could have now... Its good to walk around and you realise something have change, nope it should be many things changes... Everyone is so busy with their life, you will never realise actually people around you changes.... Now it is just reflecting of my past, all the sinful acts, all the bad behaviours... All started with my mouth, why am i so talkative... Should talk lesser now le, if not will just offend people without realising it... And now, realise people being two-faced and realised how cruel can this society be... Just live each day with the fullest whether it is a smile or frown, a day will still past... Why not live it with a smile, so everyone could be happier... After Os, already planned to go running to train myself again... Knowing some new friends but losing old... How i wish everything would stay just like they were before.... Why do i keep self-contradicting myself... What done is done, nothing could be changed... As a lot of people say everything changes but some people in the fact say, nothing changed at all, which is such a ironical sentence

2010-11-06T22:28:00.001+08:00

Having a strange and complicated life now... I swear after friday paper, i will actually go run at the stadium straight after the paper and even smoke and drink after that and go watch movie at night... Thats what i will do on that day......

2010-11-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

What should i do? Cant get you off my mind... Just hope after my Os, i am brave enough to ask you out ba... Wonder if you are free a not....

2010-11-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

Dunno what u thinking at all, maybe i know whats wrong le.... I am just too naive to keep hanging on to something which is totally impossible which no response from u at all, i should just FUCKING forget about everything about you cos the problem is i just damn useless and i just duno how talk to u, just asking those questions which i dunno how answer, FML, total speechless, for you, i am helpless..........

2010-11-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

i just so useless.... Not so brave to tell u I just want be with you...

2010-11-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

Should i go back to smoking?

2010-11-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

Ya, he call u then u go thr ba... I forget he also your brother too... Take it that i clinging on the past memories ba, i think too highly of myself le... Thought u will sit here and forget one impt thing, i and him are both your brothers.. Haix silly me, nevertheless, I duno what to say le... Its all destined, i should just go back to it and can forget about all those sad things...........

2010-11-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

Life is going on as usual.. Flunk O level again and again, am i destined to retake it again next year... So dread of the school, the people i see just made me think of the past.. I just wannt get out of this school so that by avoiding some ppl, i will not remember of the sad memories anymore... So miserable, going to start running straight after O level or maybe go back to some bad habits again to made me stop thinking of the past anymore...

2010-11-01T20:41:00.001+08:00

Today saw u at canteen and u choose to sit there, then i knew it is just being so realistic and realised something eventually...... I am out of your life le.

2010-10-31T20:34:00.002+08:00

Lit, what to study.. Feels so moodless... All of these, everyone, everything seems drifting away..... A sinking sensation, but if life was already planned, it would be so boring so should go through each day hoping for a surprise everyday.....

2010-10-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

Why cant i just get good results.. I did study, but is it too late.?? Am i going to retake the O level again... Just hope the remaining papers i can do ba... Things happening in a flash... Just hope to get a job after O levels ba... Yearning for you but know some things cant be changed...

2010-10-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

Guess i should not be so demanding and keep pestering you to teach me ba... U are nobody to me, maybe just a friend, not compulsory to teach me, guess its just depend solely on myself ba... Cant trouble ppl le, hope can pass with flying colours ba........................

2010-10-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

I will never know how you feel, just hope perhaps one day or someday, you could tell me how you feel ba, anyway i just no courage to ask so nvm ba, what i want to say that i am just paranoid, everything will be back like last time... I know nothing have changed and problem still there unless do something about it which i also dunno how to solve.... Maybe should just let go of you so that u can find ur true love ba...

2010-10-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

guess u have the someone u love le ba, i dont have any chance left le... So good luck to you ba, have fun dancing and with him

2010-10-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

so many things on my mind... Wondering should i fall into relationship again? want to ask you but scare of getting same results like last time again... Really afraid will end up like last time... What should i do? Mixed feelings...

2010-10-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

cant seems to fall asleep tonight... Its been so long since we talk le, but why suddenly images of you started popping up in my mind again... So strange, i know i should have forgotten you le and i know you already forget me long time ago le and already having your own relax life now since exams are over le, i should have also forget the past and get on with my life but happy memories of we being together come back my mind... Forgive and forget, let go of the past should be the solution ba... The only thing is to have other things to think about but currently none... Thats why all comes back in my mind cos there is nothing for me to think about, just nothing.....

2010-10-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

last lap of sceondary life le, but dunno y feel so sianx... Feel so tired.... Now still have slight fever, cant study at all... Can anyone help me pls

2010-10-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Dun wish to give up poa but nth just goes into my mind... Want to go seek help but dunno what questions to ask her also ... I just depend on my luck and just hope all questions i somehow can squeeze it out of my head... Other subjects combine science, f and n and combine humanities i going to really start memorising now... Jy ba, only regret is nvr listen in class last time and now all subjects especially poa is a failure now... I am just a total failure...............

2010-10-03T22:23:00.003+08:00

When friends needs help, you are there for them.. But when you needs help, they just care about themselves only... This is a cruel society, everyone just think of themselves.. It is just being so realistic... Everyone only care about themselves, is there any true friend? I dunno, some are hyprocrites and others are just annoying... Even lending a basketball would make you think you are so important, u can just fucking go die...

2010-09-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Time is passing by very quickly, should just learn cherish every things about you... Just gonna be back the quiet student which were in sec one and is to stop all those crap talking going on for some time... Need to reflect on myself seriously and try to buck up on studies starting from thursday... Have to buck up soon, although now feel very moody and restless.....

2010-09-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

I not sure did you even notice me a not... Am i significant to you... You seems so happy when i looking at you... I have nothing to say now, you choose to keep everything to yourself and just dun wan tell anything, result in the outcome now... I dun blame anybody, just blame fate and destiny that it is just fated and predistined for everything which is happening now..........

2010-09-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

today totally moodles at maths tution, dunno why, feel o sick and tired of doing things, studying.... Just want to end this sick and tired feeling.........

2010-09-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

Now lets see, what to update... Get poor results for prelim... Want to study start from monday onwards but dunno why, seeing those prelim results, all my mood of studying all gone in a flash...... Physic get one E8 yet chem get one very low F9... Poa get 11/40 and tmr getting poa paper2 which is more even disastrous... Maths get 48/80 at least pass le, hope tmr paper 2 can be better... SS and lit, ss cfm fail, kit just hope i can pass ba.... F and N and english should be CMI le.... Feel so lethargic these few days.... Just dun wish to think studying for this week.... Yesterday play basketball in the rain and midnight running for half an hour... Just wants to forget everything and dun wish to think of any troubles, thats why everybody say i had grew more white hair le.... Feeling tired and moodless...........

2010-09-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Just cant get her off my mind..... Today play basketball until very jia lat and now left leg a little bit pain...... Just hope prelim can do well bahx.... Sleeping soon.....

2010-09-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

Why talk to me only after reading my blog.... If feel that dun talk to me is the best way, then just remain like that ba, dun talk to me again....... Always coldness then come back talk to me again, then back to that coldness again... Just stop it.... Tmr wan buy tiger beer and just drown my sorrows......

2010-09-20T09:19:00.002+08:00

Just coldness now... Always hot and cold... Forget can solve anything?

2010-09-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

Feel like drinking again... Tmr go buy beer drink:)

2010-09-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

Guess nth to update today.... As usual, go play basketball and nvr study again.... Living each day just like that.... Hope tmr have soccer bet and can win:) Last time save money is to prepare to go out with you and use the money, but now is pointless to save anymore and will just buy more kfc and drinks with that money....... Silence fills up my night

2010-09-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Just now go work nt bad earn 20 plus after deducting the shirt price.... So tired after around 8 and going to the last house, almost fell asleep... I believe that without me at south, maybe other people will be happy ba, thats how i feel now... Tmr nt going thr again:)

2010-09-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

That loneliness feeling is back... Sometimes just hot and cold towards me, or maybe u are just busy ba... Nvm ba, used to it le... Is i cant just reject ur heartwarmness...

2010-09-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

Today went to south cc.... Totally ignored at there, guess there is some commotion going on about me ba... No matter what, it will have something link to basketball one... Best thing for me is just quit basketball and try not to step in south cc ever again....

2010-09-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

These few days just tons and tons of prelim papers... Feel so lethargic these few days... The only good thing guess is just released early ba? Just hope interclass quickly settle with it and maybe can just concentrate on studies liaox... Does life always have to be such an irony.... I am like just a slacker these few days, guess have to buck up le